HELLO, MIE BACK LIAOXZ.

Many people say I very long never blog already, so now, I'm backkkkkkkkk ! :D

HAHAHA, realized that most of the people already know about my posting already, I guess? I appreciate if you people still keep it to yourself, 'cause I think it's not really nice to say out. I don't like, and hate hearing it. Ok, so now I wonder if my appeal will be successful, if not I'm out of this country I suppose, good or great? :x

I hate myself for being such a spendthrift ;( Whose gonna teach me how to save money? I've been saying these again and again, but then hanging out with steady really makes me spend alot LOL! And it's uber saddening that, WE ARE PAYING ADULT FARE NOW!!! I topped up $10 the other day, and I happily tap my card on 912, thinking that it's still 45cents, I didn't tap my card when I got down the bus. The next day, my card balance was $5 dollars plus, I was thinking why was it like that. Until I realize it, when my card is left with $2.55, I have to top up, and minimum value was, $10. WHATTTTTTTT, WHY LIKE THAT. We're still students what :( Just that haven't get into school right, so evil. I feel so sad, it means that, transport is so expensive, and I shouldn't work @ somerset anymore :(

Awwwwwwww, I got my pay already. Quite happy, although it's so little :/

I feel a little pissed, because .. some guys are just being irritating. They just like to assume things, and then keep those idiotic looks. What's wrong with you man, get a life please. -.-

Jojo is hungry now, LOL! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Ok random ;x I don't know what else to say, but I know tomorrow I have to work properly, in case I get scolded! LOL, and sometimes I think it really takes one person to leave or go out of your life, before you'd learn how to cherish. When I realize that I cherish, that person is no longer the same. Friends, they walk in and out of your life. I thought we could be friends forever, but I guess I'm wrong, and it isn't possible right? I don't know, but I can't do anything anymore right. At least, things ain't that bad now.

K LA, I WANT GO ALREADY BYE BYE BYE! SLEEEEEEEEEEEEPY.


Now, I say.

I'm left with no choice but to go away from here? I guess so. Next week, or next month? I guess as soon as possible. Please stop asking me, 'cause I don't even feel like talking about it. I don't know what to do now, I'm very lost. Ya, I'm afraid that everything will go so wrong, and I don't have the courage to face it. Maybe I should just leave everything and go, at least it's a better way out. Yeah, and I think I should. At least, I can still forget about all these unhappy things too. That's the way, and that's what I want, I suppose. Unhappy, unwilling, but so what? It doesn't change anything.

Yes, I'm going to aust with steady soon already, most probably. I thought it would be after 3 years, but I didn't expect it to be so soon. Perhaps it's the better route, like what I've said.

I wonder why all bad things happen to me all at once. No matter how much it hurts, I have to just go on. Yes, I will and I definitely must get over this. Fell too deeply, just too much to forget. Time will heal, I hope. Ah wth la, I'm seriously damn sick and tired of everything. First come this, then come that. How much more do I have to face? If really so much, now just let me face everything now like pls. I can't stand this anymore. I hate being unhappy everyday. I wish I can blog happily everyday you know? I wish everyday I can tell everyone how happy am I, how awesome is my life. You think I want this? Hah, what a joke. Who would even want to be known as emo, who would want other's attention by such resorts. Fact is, my life isn't complete at all, I only have my family and bffs. Who else? No. Nobody. Last time there's no doubt that whenever I'm upset there'll be people to talk to me and stuffs, now, not anymore. I thought I'd be better off alone, but no I realized I'm not that strong after all. Fuck everything, like yeah. I hope all these will be over.

Forget it man, seriously, I shan't post anymore. Until everything gets better.

Wy wishes someone can tell her what to do, wipe away her tears, and say things will turn out fine.
But nah, it wouldn't, she still have to go anyway. 

I'll miss the girl who took initiative to talk to me and be my friend on the first day of school in class, Yingying. The girl who never gets unhappy at anything or anyone, the girl who is always fair. I'll miss having lunch every friday afternoon, with my girlfriends and her. Though we ain't as close as how we used to be already, but I believe, best friends will always never run out of topic no matter how long we don't meet, as long as we keep in contact occasionally. Yes, we're best friends always. All the best, remember to keep in contact. Miss you much :) Maybe I'll join you soon also. Take care!